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1:14 AM
after came back from alfalah, i slept all the way until 3pm..good rite and relax, buke at haig road then went to my unty house(cecek)...learn to make kueh tart from her and then i make myself...cantekk!!hehe ekshen eh me..ahahha then finish around 3am then potong garlic to make kacang goreng..eee hand all smelly...so i slept there skali la since it was so late oreadi...woke up at 9am, got changed then headed home.wen i reach home,made biskot gajos..then slept lagi until 4pm then made the second round...ahh so tired..but ok la few more days to raya!! haha...
now making the third round of the biscuit.tomolo have to do all the lapis...argh...and no one gonna help me...all noe how to eat only...me je yg kena penat...hrmph! anyway today is faezah(pija)'s birthday from madrasah aljunied...big shout out to pija...
11:55 PM
ooohh wat a tiring day lah...hahathe other day i finish making kueh at 715am and slept till abt 1230..woke up and headed to somerset mrt..met with nani and jaja and her friend..hmm sent nani to paragon then me jaja seme went to al-falah.had this briefing abt helping out..and i was asked to be usher with syahirah..oh duh...hmm then later do the passing of the dulangs for buke puase..ate briyani! haha..huda,me,amal,syahirah,asiah buke together..ermm quite alot of ppl i noe and some i dont..some of the madrasah peeps tegor me say they remember me from netball...wakakkaaa paisey...then theres this gal miza from wak tanjong says she noes me..she noes me thru my tagging n pics at shyd's blog...funny rite?wahahaha shes very friendly...then at nite talked to azie with nani together..and her friend sheila, talked to me like as if shes known me for so long..haha sam,az seme were like enjoying with kak sheila, kak syifaa' seme la..haha was so tired but i couldnt sleep..had supper then at sahor, ate nasi lemak with jaja..then after subuh, everyone started going home..and after talking to kak nur, we all went home..nani took mrt with jaja and me,sam and az took bus 65 home..adoii reach home almost 8am...so tired..
5:11 PM
Shyd: "jempot mkn nasi ayam ye"
nani fierce ar...takot cess...
nani n cess.(arcade rivals.wahaha)
makan lebih2 shai...wakakaka
shyd n cess(ustaza vs student)
cute kan? im old for tis oreadi la
jaja kecik n cess.(yellow vs red freaks.)
7:14 AM
had a great day today..hmm met up with noridah at boonlay mrt to go juurong point with her...i was late!ahaha then went to the arcade...we played alot!haha played daytona,drums,basketball and stuff...gerek!!had a good time...noridah was a bad truck driver...then at ard 430 jaja came, and so did shyd...after tat jln2 slowly then went off to head towards cck mrt...where we met up with shaikah...so we all went to Lot 1 together and played game again! oh my...played the mini ice hockey game with shyd,dancing with noridah and daytone with everyone...as usual i was the first...hmmm so boring...wakakakkaa...then jln2 ard the mall and at 645, we went to food culture to break fast there...i had no appetite so i ate fruits only...on diet ar...hehe jaja ate carrot cake n the rest ate chicken rice...the ayam so tak selera..heezzz shyd, u noe wat i mean..
at aed 730, shyd n i moved off to head to masjid al-khair...my first time there...we teraweh there and intended to complete the whole process butin the end we did only 4 coz the imam was like reading very slow and long surahs...oh my...met with a very cute little boy...went off and headed back to cck mrt at 915..met again with them, and went back hme with shyd,nani n jaja...bye shai!! hehe then shyd dropped off at bukit batok mrt..then bye shyd! jaja dropped off at jurong east...bye jaja! so left me n nani...hmm we were like talking and talking...discussing abt tomorrow...then nani decided to send me back until paya lebar where i was supposed to meet my mom...so sweet rite?so good...hmm..
3:10 AM
haha been so tired and busy...buying stuff, making kuehs...etc etc...hmm tat day made cornflakes honeyglaze...wow me n maid slept at around 4am!! hmm...i practically took a nap in the kitchen...ahaha...then yesterday made sultana biscuits...hmm we didnt finish making until subuh seh! haiyo...super duper tired..and i woke up like ard 130?! tu pon my mom woke me up..haiz...
tomorrow gona break fast with shyd...miting at city hall...then on friday theres an event at al-falah...i've asked my friends all to go...i have to be there by 4pm..so i guess i'll be going alone...how sad...muahahaha
argh! i miss playing game..i miss playing the air hockey..i miss playing daytona and i miss playing drums...aww...haha yeah i miss bowling too...i wanna have fun!!!!!! gona have to have all the fun before i begin skool again man....awww...
4:19 PM
hmm well things have been pretty fine i must say but the other day went to buke at masjid sultan...buke briyani!!woooo...haha then teraweh there skali...alot of ppl jgak ar tapi teraweh da tak...tat day sumone managed to piss me off and of all person, Ain!!! waaaa....so gd rite?wasnt expecting it....but oh well da terjadi, wat to do? haha...talked to Shyd at nite bout it...definitely felt much better man...ahaha thanks shyd!!
trial went well.the other day i became coach nor's(mat nor) assistant coach...muahaha he ah talk alot...but i tink hes ok la...haha not many ppl came down...titi's mom came down to watch...damn hot day but u guys shud have came down as well...hehe
ok i got myself a webcam!!! yey!! best kan? webcammed with maziah and we were like so kecoh..with the speakers n all...all waving and shouting...hehhhehehe at nite, webcammed with shyd...ahaha...i tink i look bad in webcams...geezzz...and sound like cartoon in the audio thingy...muahahaha..
12:51 PM
yesterday..Ah Zhen(china) gave me a miss call from china AGAIN! haha then so at around midnite, i called her using home fone..cost me ard $7 plus...haha talked to her for awhile and i pretended to understand her..coz all the time she was speaking chinese...hmm...haha then lastly she finally spoke english which was...miss you ah cess...aww so sweet rite?miss her alot too..
haha ok my leg is really tired...today i woke up earlier...which was at 1115!! early u noe!!haha terpakse wake up to meet Vaan, Sha,Fidza and Tepah..guess wat they too were late! as usual...hmm..so we went to T-Net and played street soccer only for awhile..it wasnt a serious one either..coz it was so bladdy hot and i had to rush off early...
Cabbed to hougang stadium. There was me, kecik,zee, 2 young girls and an indian girl. the indian girl was not bad...good ballworks for a young player like her..hmm...kenji msged later say shes not coming coz she woke up only at 4?!?!?! oh gosh...lazy bum...training was hot!damn hot...and yea at the whole time i was always saying to kecik "i wan to drink super cold pepsi for buke!" haha..canot tahan man..haha...
went home to buke...mm nani bising i didnt go buke together with them at rumah Asiah..haha talked to her after buke...then talked to Az...then talked to Kak nur...ahh so long nvr hear from her...hmm...
9:15 PM
ok lets see whats gonna happen this saturday at Asia's house yea..ok so i'll be playing street soccer on saturday ar TNET@Macpherson. hmm..at 12 summore...damn i gotta wake up..i guess play fer a few hours..after tat im going to meet Zee to go to hougang stadium at 3pm. The Paya Lebar committee will be conducting trials for women. There'll be a selection for next year's women team..hmm it came out in strait times but didnt really check it out. and ya players will be instructed to show some ball work and skills. darn..! anyway just thought of checking out. i tink it will be held on both saturday and sunday..haha..
went out with mom to have a drink at railway(tanjong pagar)...and i met with Sam. yup kak sam. she was with her family.waiting for the train on the way to KL. waa..haha talked awhile then when she boarded the train, she sms me say the train damn stinko..haha i wonder how shes going to survive 6hours with that smell...khekhekhe...gd luck sam!! haha...
currently listening to Mockingbird by eminem. gd song.sad song.for the daughter.how sweet.
12:21 AM
ok so lets see...everythings a little not in order here...its getting messier and this problem is so not going anywhere...haha stupid..ok ok nani(nor) have been in contact with me lately..hmm let me see..17 oct..the manager called me, i was shocked so i passed the fone to my mom. Later,the manager called again and i passed to my unty to say"cess doesnt have the mood to talk to you" ...hey hey think im bad rite?but its the truth i really got no mood! yikes!but why did she call? i dun ave any idea..maybe its some important stuff if not, why whould she call rite?ok so 18th oct..wait wait wait..its my beloved darling's birthday..hehe
11:43 AM
ok so here i am again...i got my comp back! yey! so happy..miss me anyone?muahaha...hmm lets see...bernard still persuading and asking me whether ive made up my mind to join Bishan Arsenal...hehe still thinking la...shud join?or not? haizz...duno yet...
ok st soccer at punggol...hmm raining the whole day so we still had to play in the rain..first up was u19!!!omg and it was joleen's team...aww really didnt feel the mood to be against my own buddy but too bad our team got no reserves...bernard put me,Az,Sam and Izah in one team..we won la by a few goals..and then we went thru to semis...then we were against the stronger u19 team...had gina,angeline,dorcas and adek...we managed to win again..i managed to score some...yey! so we went to finals...and guess who we were up against? our own EB team!!haha the second team..there was noridah,nurul,gwen n tingfang...hehehehe we were leading at first half by 3-0! can u imagine? and at the final whistle, we lost 5-4 thanks to a late goal by nani..hmm...but ok la not bad...i got a "nice" ppush from nani...*slaps* lucky not so hard...hahaha jk...k la tats it...cabbed home with az n sam...very tired...
2:57 AM
6:40 PM
The makan feast after the prize presentation. Food amounted to $300+!!! haha thanks mr tan!!
Paya Lebar Punggol!!! Champions...YeY!
woohoo!! Dua ribu la dey!
Team pose after washing up....
1:22 PM
hmm ok yesterday was kinda tiring for me...hmm got up in the morning to help my uncle out at Afghanistan (tampines)...until abt 4pm, i had to rush to braddell to meet up with them to get transport to SAS...wow jauh!!!we did warming ups and stuff...i did warming up with Noridah,Az,Jill and Seph...haha kinda wacko...coz i totally had no enrgy..oh ya noridah will officially be called nani!!!!muahahahaha so feminine rite? ohya nani was like talking to me abt "her" sounding so pissed off...oooo...hahahaa....ok ok...then at 7pm, bernard was like..ok everyone!! can eat oreadi!! then we all rushed...he bought each of us milo and some food..i shared one epok2 with nani..ate some of nurul's cake...and i was already full...aww...then later continued warm up and i felt like puking!! err...all the milo taste at my throat...then at 730 kick off...and bernard put me upfront as striker!!!@!!#$%^!! it was soo fun...hehe i partnered with charmaine...guess wat? nani had to play last man!!!!1 *lol*....so funny...and sam was keeper...but i had to go off at first half...coz gotta go for teraweh...mum picked me up and went to Al-Iman mosque (bukit panjang) to teraweh there.. waaa got aircon seh...cool..
10:50 AM
everythings been great lately...hmm training quite a toughy one la..saturday's afy training was fun..played a bit of badminton...and st soccer...since me fasting so hmm extra penat la..then went to buka puase at haig rd with jaja,asiah,nakiah,shy,az and noridah..shared satay with jaja n asiah..hmm went off earlier to go jb with mom in which i reached home at 2am! then sunday morning got 5aside at ntu. super tired la..manage to get third...yey! noridah owes me a treat!!
hmm today i wasnt in a very good mood...still angry inside me yet i find myself useless...i cant even do anything abt it..i cant even express myself..darn i hate myself for that...GOD help me!! argh dun feel like talking abt it...at trainng juz now..sam and az tried consoling me...well i jus said thanks...another toughy training..but during training i was ok la..talked to everyone and stuff...did my teraweh at kassim mosque...rad was there but we didnt meet up coz too crowded..heheh...this thursday got frenly match against sas...hmm maybe can play first half only after which have to go for teraweh ready...
SHOUT OUT TO EVERYONE!! SELAMAT BERPUASA!!
11:10 PM